alright so not much has been going on with me lately finals are next thursday and friday. i sold my wii a few months ago so as to get games for my xbox 360 (i got it at christmas)oh and i think i might be bi-sexual btw... i don't know i guess i'm just confused i mean i want to go to san fransisco for art school and i'll end up playing scenarios through my mind. I know i like women that's for sure but these i've been thinking about this for a while now. part of it may be because i'm sexually submissive and i want to be dominated. i guess i have to just experiance a homosexual relationship for myself before i finalize anything but no only i'm i afraid of what other people may think of me but i don't know how i'd even begin a relationship like, i mean i've never even had a girl friend let alone a boyfriend. i don't even think i'm that good looking for a personality like mine, i'm 6'1 and i slightly have a belly (i just need to flatten it). I don't know i guess i just feel alone, i haven't told anyone about this whatsoever... i don't even know why i'm making a journal about this no one pays any attention to me here, i never update my artwork all i have here is the crap i drew when i was twelve. i really just need to feel something...something real from someone.